Hello World

2007-03-19T03:48:41+01:00

Well Im new to this

A friend well an ex friend reccommended this to me and annoyingly after Id allready said that I was going to do it. Whats up with that, she really pisses me off, but shes a god damned lesbian so what the hell should I expect from her. Im a homo bye the way so save the PC bullshit for someone who cares (disclaimer in case of incurring lesbian anger).

Im tired, its late, Im Irish and incredibly narky. College student, last year, 2months left.

Now your up to date with my life, thats all the info you will receive except for my daily/weekly/monthly/annual updates on my life, I havent quite decided yet. Ill probably forget this website or my password or something so.............

Anyways I may seem pissed off but thats just who I am, I am a juxtaposition which noone understands so I have become a hermit. I no longer wish to participate in the human race, but I am intelligent enough to realise that as a race we are fundamentally flawed. We cannot exist healthily without social interaction especially in formative years (google: feral children), so in an attempt ot become socially independant I am using this social tool to wein myself off society.

Why? Because people for the most part are assholes, small minded assholes and maybe Im being a bit harsh here but I was young and naive once and hopeful that people I can connect with exist. Went to college and ever so slightly changed to fit in I suppose but why should I do that and the result was abyssmal anyway, bitchs and hoes, even those that I considered untill recently to be the light of my life, my redemming light in the darkness that is humanity and yet this has been quenched. I once craved this light as it represented hope but now I use the flicker of whats left to lead myself to the salvation of my own mind. Good books, good music who needs anything else.

There it is again, that social dependance, books and music are what I love but through social interaction the work of these ppl have reached my melancholy, bitter sweet soul. I am tortured and on that note I am boound for bed and Carrie (avid Stephen King fan since the age of 12 only now reading the bestselling contempory literary horror genre classics!!!)

Also to save any smart arses time and effort over internet frivolity I am aware of numerous spelling mistakes just dont care so leave any critiques you may have off line

Thank you
Goodnight!!!!!

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My so called life is pretty cool.........mostly

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